Week 6...at a stand still

Well wightloss has come to a stand still. I gained back 2lbs now that I am feeling better. Which I assumed would happen. Last Friday night I had to go to the emergency room, I had started into anaphalactic shock due to the antibiotics I had been on. I then became a zombie due to the allergy meds they prescribed so I hardly ate anything.
I realize I bitch and moan regularly about my body and weight but to be honest I can't complain. I have lost over 35lbs since having my daughter and I haven't really tried. I don't work out, I don't diet, I only lowered my sugar intake by a smidge. I can only imagine how I would look and feel if I actually got off my lazy ass and worked out. Hahaha. I suppose I need to further motivate myself and find out.

Week 6 July 15- Weight 147- 2lbs gained

Week 5...still losing.

Still losing in week 5. My tolerance to sweets has dropped a lot. And being sick, I am sure has had some to do with my weight loss.

Week 5 July 9- Weight 145-1.5lbs

Week 4

Week 4 was a struggle but I managed to lose 1lb. Not good but still a loss.

Week 4 July 2-Weight 146.5-1lbs lost

Week 3 of Weight Loss...

Well the last week it was a little harder to stay on track. But, I am trying so hard. I have lost even more weight. I wish sweets never existed it would make this so much easier lol. I guess I just have to have more self control.

Week 3-June 25th-147.5 lbs-2.5lbs lost

A little late but Week 2 of Weight loss update...

I weighed in June 16th, and believe it or not I have lost weight. Down 3lbs. Not a lot but every bit counts. I have had one soda each week because I forgot about the intense caffine withdrawls and got massive headaches but other than that I have not allowed myself to cheat.

Week 2-June 16th-Weight 150lbs-3lbs lost

Motivating Myself...

I am going to put myself on blast, in hopes that it motivates me. I desperately want to lose 20lbs. I am 8.5 months post baby and have stopped losing weight. At my final appointment before delivery I weighed in at 183 lbs and as of March was down 41 lbs, I have since gained back 11. I don't want to lose the weight to be "hotter", I want to be in better shape. I am 5'5" and have a curvy body, which I love, so I don't expect to look like a model. I'll settle for a better version of myself.
 I have just cut out soda as of Tuesday and am doind pretty well, I am cooking more meals at home and intend on being more active this month. With a little luck I am hoping that by posting about my weight it will hold me accountable to lose it. I am going to try to  post every saturday about my progress or lack there of. I will post my weight every week and as well as lbs lost of gained. Lord, let this work.

Week 1-June 9, 2012-Weight 153 lbs

He.

There are days when I feel incredibly alone. I could be surrounded by people but still feel so lonely. No one around can grasp whats going on behind these eyes, in my mind. But the second he texts me, I feel complete. Completely understood, completely me, completely happy. Even when we fight/argue it always comes back to: is this worth it? after all we've been through. And we laugh and get over whatever it is that upset us to begin with. No man has ever made me feel this way and I wouldn't change a thing. I am a better me because of him. And if I had to wait forever, I would.